blah blah monday

lunch:
tuna sandwich from Country Style
XL Carnival (caramel) blended tea latte from Zen Tea

no dessert...

will snack on Bread Pan later...

lazy ass sunday

so I started a new blog in wordpress...not to really write anything useful, I just want to be a douche once in a while, and to have a legit reason to own a wordpress account (not just to read other people's blogs, which is actually what I intend to do)

my sunday's kind of boring, I was supposed to join an EB with my guildmates in pRO, BUT I backed out, it was planned to take place in another province. if I have a car I'd go but I don't.

I will brag about yesterday's book and CD shopping list later...

will be having dinner...tinola!

second lunch

this is weird...

I usually visualize what I want to eat for lunch (if I still feel hungry after my soda-waffle-chocolate feast) and for some unusual glitch in the universe, my plans got foiled!

I wanted a grilled salmon belly meal, I ended up with tuna belly...I wanted a coconut-lychee smoothie, I ended up with peach-lychee...and to top things off most of Luzon still has no electricity, which is awful. gahd, what is wrong with this accursed country?

*sigh* I'd need my milk before I get home...

I hate this game (repost)

[Source: http://thisisthestoryof.wordpress.com/2010/07/13/i-hate-this-game-funny-picture/]

LOL.

cold weather and budgeting

the topic of the previous post was a pain in the ass. took me nearly an hour reviewing each photo...

anyway...a bit of good news...finally got my salary and it's goooood! I can now pay more than the minimum payment of my cards...whew!

partly, it feels like my hard work paid off...but mostly I could've gotten more...

well, life is life...

Ticket ID: #999999

...is like a vanity photo album or an editorial section of a magazine about people who really like to photograph their stuff even if it's just a passport.

nothing special I just like the number. /gg

blackouts, waffles, chocolate and plans for the future...

so, nearly 36 hours of internet inactivity (from home)...I've missed so much of my online social life...as per my calculation, my pretty baby Soul Linker should be level 99 now, had I not missed 4 daily quests sessions. Tsk. so much for keeping goals...

anyway, this country is seriously going down the proverbial sewer of memories lost. I get tired of believing in a brighter future more often these days than enjoying the fact that I'm a nerd. but maybe this is simply the caffeine and sugar talking. I don't do lunches anymore, I spend about 10-15 minutes tops buying the same type of food items daily: 1 can, bottle or tumbler of soda, 1 bar of dark chocolate, 2 pcs of waffle log with cheese and meat in it (hotdog or tuna). these comprise my lunch. all sugar and carbs. my greens are consumed at home OR when I feel like it, along with a rice dish, slurped down as a smoothie.

no wonder I don't get thinner. I plan on losing weight someday, when I'm finally the coolest nerd in the entire universe...but then again I could always go on a diet as early as today. such a lazy ass I am

really rough translation of my latest earworm/LSS

Tensionado (Tensed/Bothered)

Tensionado
Tensed
Nagulat din ako
I was also surprised
Nong malaman na hindi lang pala ako
When I learned that I wasn't the only one
Yung nanghinayang
Who felt it was a waste
Nong nagaway tayo noon
When we fought that time
At natuluyan sa iyakan at tampo
Which led to crying and getting upset at each other

Chorus:
At sandali lang
And wait
Huwag ka munang magsalita
Don't say anything yet
Di ko hahayaan lahat ito ay mawala
I won't let all of this just disappear
Ang iniisip ko kung pwede pa ba tayo
What I'm thinking is if we can still be?

At miserable
And miserable
Paulit-ulit lang ang nangyayari
Things are just happening over and over
Paikot-ikot tayo parang bote
We're just going around in circles like a bottle
At nasanay ka na ba doon
And have you gone used to that?
At nalimutan ang aking mga tanong
And forgotten my questions?

Chorus 2:
At hindi malinaw
And it's not clear
Pwede bang wag kang sumigaw
Can you please not shout?
Di ko hahayaan lahat ito ay maligaw
I won't let all of this get lost
Nagtatanong sayo kung pwede pa ba tayo
I'm asking you if we can still be

Chorus 3:
At sandali lang
And wait
Huwag ka munang magsalita
Don't say anything yet
Di ko hahayaan lahat ito ay mawala
I won't let all of this just disappear

Nagtatanong sayo kung pwede pa ba tayo
I'm asking you if we can still be

HOT water yay!

I don't need to go to the pantry for hot water (to drink) anymore. Finally the water dispenser's fixed. (somebody finally cared, huh? it's been dispensing cold water *only* for about a year already). this is what we call progress in this country. *rolleyes*

pork...

...is my least favorite meat but I'm promoting Hen Lin's pork dishes.

I am truly a fan of their dimsums/dumplings (I eat there at least once a week) and even though generally I would prefer beef (or seafood) over any other protein in mine, whenever I'm eating at Hen Lin I don't really mind what's in it (but if it's some bug-like form or a piece of human shedding I'd still freak out like a normal person)

I would eat pork without second thoughts if the dish is from Hen Lin. that's it. that's all I want to say after having lunch. LOL.

YESSSSS!!!

was finally able to access the blog editor for this site from the freakishly firewalled office computer *crosses fingers that no co-worker reads this*

anyway, more or less than a year after my last post I came back, fresh from the sorrows and my self-proclaimed social hibernation now preparing for a risky yet less murky future...I still feel the 'impending doom' BUT I know leaving is the best option.

so what're my plans?

1) slack off while pretending to be working super hard OR work super hard to earn the rights to slack off? I think the latter...it's less stupid /heh

2) leave once bad news arrives but make it a point that priorities are focused on the future not on the proverbial greener pastures (in this country there's none, surely)

3) keep up the painful lifestyle of being "FINE" until my brain melts in all hypocrisy and bitter(ocampo)ness which eventually will help me evolve into a serial killer (or give me enough reasons to be one). my desired first victim would be my jovially sarcastic boss. (yes, we should still hire more people! you..! )

I don't hate my current job but I love more my previous job...I think I wouldn't mind being stagnant like this so long as I can buy a new music player and be allowed to listen to it like I used to...yes, I'm quite the skeptic for changes but not all changes are good so I don't embrace all...

more to come later (once I find that SNL clip *grrr HULU*)